Rainy weather is not my friend...

Rainy weather is definitely not my friend...makes me feel depressed for some reason. I just get in these gloomy moods which I guess fits considering the circumstances of the past few days. I am sure it didn't help that Emma went to her Dad's house today either..I miss her but know she needs to spend time with him. Not having her home with me though is something I don't think I will ever get use to..I wrapped a lot of presents today and had the tv on CNN..not a good idea. The coverage of the massacre in CT was on and it made me even more sad. I was wrapping presents for Emma and realized how lucky I am that she is safe but I am heartbroken for those parents and family whose children will not get to open theirs this Christmas. I can't imagine the pain they are feeling and hope to God I never have to. Hopefully I will be done with Christmas shopping soon...if the world doesn't end Friday I promise I will start shopping early this year. Haha! Joke! So, on another note, I'm excited to go down to Florida Wednesday....I have plans to hang out with a friend and work to make some money...what more can I ask for? Apparently I have been missing out but not watching any of the Lord of the Rings movies? So I guess that is the plan for one of my days down there. ;) I think I need to find a church in the area for me and Emma to start going to. I don't want to take her to a too "out there" church but I think it will be good for both of us. Any suggestions of churches in the area? One of my new friends has really got me thinking about it and wanting to see if maybe that's something I'm missing? Anyway, I'm still looking at cruise pictures...I can't wait to go! Hopefully I can save money and go in February or March..eek!! If anyone wants to go too please let me know. I heard the more people that go the cheaper it is! I guess this is enough of my rambling for tonight...I will write more tomorrow. Oh and thanks to everyone who is reading this. I feel special! :) Feel free to comment as well!!