Moving on...

It's been a few days since my last post. Not a lot has gone on really. Just been hanging out with Emma and relaxing! We are trying to decide if she will be doing a few upcoming pageants..we just have to find a new dress since we sold her other because it was too short. She asks every day if it's pageant day. LOL. We are looking at a purple one and she really wants it so we will see. We've also not been able to find a pre-k for her. Every single one here we have looked into has a super long waiting list. :( So, we have been working on things at home to keep her up with the rest of the 4 year olds. Now on another note, I've done a lot of thinking and finally realized what it is I think that will make me happy. I need to move on from my past and start looking forward to my future and allowing myself to be happy. I am not waiting on "what ifs" and I now know that I deserve to be happy..not just for myself but for Emma too. So, now I'm excited to see what the future holds...might even have a date! Haha. I have also applied for a couple of jobs here in Valdosta so hopefully something happens soon. I'm sad that Emma will have to go to daycare instead of pre-k but any kind of socialization will be beneficial. Yesterday, my niece, Jaylynn aka Willis, turned 5! That blows my mind! She is such a beautiful little girl and it's craziness that she was the first little girl that had my heart! Emma came 5 months and 2 days later.. :) I guess this is all for now. I have to pack to head down to Florida tomorrow evening. I have a doctor appointment Friday morning then will be working at the Poker Room Friday and Saturday. I'm excited to be filling in down there! I'm sad that one of the girls' that works there mother passed away but I'm looking forward to seeing everyone! :) Hope everyone has a great night!