Well, it's 2013. What a heck of a year 2012 was...I'm praying that this year will bring way better things my way. Heck, losing my family, moving more than I would have liked, Emma being sick and then brain surgery...I'm just done with it! I'm tired of feeling depressed and dwelling on the "what-ifs" or "might have beens." I'm just over it. I will say that I feel like because of all of the things I've been through this year I am a stronger person but I'm hoping that God feels like he has tried me enough...lol. I am hoping that this year bring happiness and good health for both Emma and myself. I'm tired of her always being sick and one of my resolutions is to be more proactive in getting doctors to help figure out what is wrong with her. It's so frustrating when something is wrong with your child and no one can tell you exactly what....it sucks. I'm also hoping to find a job or two here in Valdosta and get stuff situated for us. I'm so thankful to have a supportive family that helps me and Emma but I'm ready to move on for me and her. I think I just need to let go of the past and look forward to what the future has in store for us. I am going to start treating people the way they treat us...some should be excited and others...well, that's another story. I have learned over the past year that relationships of any kind are a two way street. That includes family, friends and guys. I'm just so over making effort for all of the above and getting nothing in return so here's to a new me. Tomorrow I'm also starting the "Insanity" workout program. Wish me luck. I want to feel better about myself so that is the first step. :) Tomorrow will start a new life for me and my child....I'm looking forward to big things this year so hopefully I'm not disappointed!!
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